First Golf Sunday in June

Maybe it was the acupuncture session yesterday, maybe it was the subliminals and morphic fields that I listened to for much of the day. I woke up from a really long sleep refreshed. Like I had really good sleep. And I did not get up in the middle of the night for sure. In fact, I think it's been a few days since I've done that. AND for the first time in a long while, my sleep score AVERAGED in the 70s all week long. Like there was only one day that it didn't touch 70. That's gotta be good right? Since it IS golf Sunday I thought maybe I'd try the golf subliminals again since it worked one week at Eaton and then crashed last week at Harbor. I do realize that a big part of being excellent at something is to be consistently good no matter what, and THAT is what I'm striving for. Not really for golf although that IS a by-product, but the process of ingraining stuff in my subconscious so that I experience the outcomes I desire. If it can work at golf, it can work at anything I think. And so this morning, I really didn't do subliminals. I wanted to work on simply letting go and letting the now and letting the moment come to me.  So how did it work out? We were playing at Roosevelt this morning and I reminded myself that without really even thinking about it, I had a par on the first hole the last time we played here 3 weeks ago. NOT today. Emphatically not. I shanked my tee shot and the next 2 shots after that. What-in-the-fuck??? What happened I think was that I simply put too much stuff in my head. I wanted to let go and simply let the shot come to me. Instead I kept telling myself to let go, the conscious took over and voila... a shit hole to start the game. Fortunately, I recovered by the 2nd hole. I blocked the thoughts. Any thoughts. And simply played. That may be the key all along. I got on the green in 3 on that difficult 2nd hole where I usually do a 6 at best. Instead I was staring at a par putt. Too bad I missed it, but to bogey this hole was already a great recovery. Same with the tee shot on the next hole. I was on the green again. But 3-putted for a bogey. I was on the fringe in 3 on the next hole as well, but goofed up a chip shot. I was on in 3 again on the next hole. Missed the par putt. On in 3 again on the funnel Hole 6. Missed the putt. But it was a long one. Same on Hole 7. I was pin level on the fringe after 2 shots. Missed the long putt. Barely. Another bogey. Hole 8 I had a great first shot right on the flag. And took 6 shots to make it from there. Last hole, I was 20 right in front of the hole. Should have been a par. Whiffed on the bump-and-run. Didn't even go 5 feet. Shit.  Looks like I was off on any shot 30 yards and in. Sigh. Gotta work on that one huh? But at least I didn't play like crap like last week, if you took out the first hole. It was an ok day. I rewarded that OK-ness with lunch at the Sidewalk Grill on Vermont. Salmon kabobs, lentil soup, a salad, and few grains of rice LOL LOL. And then I took the long way home. I avoided the freeway and instead took Hollywood, through Highland Park, to Wilshire and then Robertson on home It took me 45 minutes to get home. But since I had already eaten lunch, I wasn't bothered by that at all.  In fact, as soon as I got home, I threw the towels in the laundry and closed my eyes on the couch. When I woke up it was already 3:30. I had knocked off for more than an hour! Hey, that's ok right? I mean I had all these things work-related that I was going to get to today. But why? It IS Sunday after all right? And the first week in June at that. It is starting to warm up again. I didn't venture out anymore except for moving my car late afternoon. Instead, I made lunch for the week <tuna salad mmm and Johnnie's carbs... that kid is not going to make me waste $4 on croissants anymore. Not this week. Not the last week of school> AND I listened to age reversing videos and morphic fields. Yes now I am focused on reversing my age. AND I got into money-making videos again. Time to focus on creating income to replace job income so I don't have to work anymore. Can I do it? I need to try at least. I need to focus and I need to listen. So many ways to do it. But which one is for me? All of them? I ran into a video on drop-shipping. Even got that started. What I need to do is work on FINISHING.  I dabble but I don't do the best job finishing. I am working on that. I finally did get to timecards and approving them. I did this so I wouldn't have to feel stressed in the morning tomorrow since I already got it done. And when I looked up it was nearly 1 AM. Hey it was a pretty good weekend starting with the Family night on Friday night wasn't it. Yes. it. was.